that was me, 15th weeks of pregnancy. its kinda weird how im still at the early stage & my tummy is growing this big. more awkward when a stranger asked me how many months pregnant i am & when i told them going 4 they looked shocked like "4 months & its this big?" LOLS. anyways, first day of Puase was ok. i was kinda pushing myself so hard. i had headache & was feeling all weak. 

& then today, as i was refreshing my Twitter, i saw this (look below). well, its kinda true though. why am i pushing myself too hard? when people told me, they manage to fast the full month during pregnancy, i knew that i, too can do it. i was selfish. Wardinah was right. what is there to be proud of. FIL was also telling me not to push myself if i cant. i feel so bad for the little one cause its still at the early stage, it need food to grow well & i force myself to not eat cos OTHERS can fast while pregnant. different people is different. plus, i can always pay back my puasa. so i have decided to give this Ramadhan a miss cause i want nothing but for little one to be healthy. not taking advantage of being pregnant & not wanting to fast. this is my own thoughts. you guys may have a different view of points. so lets respect each other's opinion :)

that was me, 15th weeks of pregnancy. its kinda weird how im still at the early stage & my tummy is growing this big. more awkward when a stranger asked me how many months pregnant i am & when i told them going 4 they looked shocked like "4 months & its this big?" LOLS. anyways, first day of Puase was ok. i was kinda pushing myself so hard. i had headache & was feeling all weak. 

& then today, as i was refreshing my Twitter, i saw this (look below). well, its kinda true though. why am i pushing myself too hard? when people told me, they manage to fast the full month during pregnancy, i knew that i, too can do it. i was selfish. Wardinah was right. what is there to be proud of. FIL was also telling me not to push myself if i cant. i feel so bad for the little one cause its still at the early stage, it need food to grow well & i force myself to not eat cos OTHERS can fast while pregnant. different people is different. plus, i can always pay back my puasa. so i have decided to give this Ramadhan a miss cause i want nothing but for little one to be healthy. not taking advantage of being pregnant & not wanting to fast. this is my own thoughts. you guys may have a different view of points. so lets respect each other's opinion :)